Directions

To relieve myself from this frantic stress, I took the liberty to engage myself once again in an adventure into the world of possibilities. This is the world where I endlessly imagine myself pursuing a different profession and engaging into a different career. 

I’ve been feeling somewhat unfulfilled lately and I think that the excitement that I used to uphold is slowly being buried down deep. Though I brought my 100% A-Game when I entered, it just feels that nothing is attracting me to stay. Being a highly action-driven person that I am, an overhaul on my aspirations needs to have an intensive review. 

Over the past few weeks, I’ve been thinking of a different direction — the world of communication. During college, Communication Arts used to be my 1st choice as a degree but unfortunately, I wasn’t able to make the cut thus giving an entryway to the perplex world of Psychology. I don’t regret taking Psychology as a course since it has definitely proved its essence not only in corporate setting but also in my personal way of living. But after being employed in world of HR, I’m starting to think that my character and principles may not exactly fit the hole in human resources. Don’t get me wrong though, HR is an integral function in any corporation no doubt but it’s kinda hard to be passionate when you’re not really contended or satisfied with what you are doing. 

I enjoyed communication the moment I ran for the Student Council. Talking to people non-stop about our platform, doing RTR’s 8 to 10 times a day, pressuring and pestering people to vote for our political party, it was certainly invigorating on my part that I developed a passion for one of my biggest weaknesses.

I tell you, I was never the greatest speaker nor did I have the gift or talent for gab, I still stumble for words at times that I conduct interviews, I think more than I could answer during on-the-spot questions, and I am beyond doubt not a grammar nazi nor am I stellar writer. Still, my shortcomings never gained control over my dedication to learn. That has always been my college mantra, that I’ll strive over things that I suck the most, well except for Math.

Also, Tumblr here also contributed in augmenting some depth into my writing skills so this is one reason why I never abandoned my Tumblr account. Just to plug it in, I deeply suggest everyone out there to not only create their own blogs, but to sustain them and fill it in with your most valued thoughts and dreams. It’s really one way to keep yourself in tact, I tell you.

Anyway, I’m still standing on murky waters and there’s still a a bright white haze over what direction I plan to take since there is also the path of going into our family business but nonetheless, I’ve been planning to take some small leaps to further understand the future life of Sherwin Diu. 

For now, I’ll be traversing back to reality and face again the world of unchartered directions. Who knows when we’ll ever be directed to the right direction?